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Saturday, July 11, 2009
Does friendship meant as important to everyone as it is to me ? );
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My mind's so uncertain , not knowing what will happen neither the way to face it .
Heard lots of different story from other people .
Doesn't wish to mention , I always believe we care for each other . till this moment , I still do .
I just hope , you do the same too .
I admit recently , I could feel invisible walls building up .
But , I kept ignoring it , telling myself it's just myself thinking too much .
Cause i really want you , as a B.friend .
Between the 3 of us , We have our problems to face everyday .
May it be happy or sad , But still it cause us emotion changes .
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I don't know how to react , I can't help but think , What to do .
I know i have my problem that makes you maybe .. angry or .. I don't know seriously .
But , I just , I ..
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When Hayden ask me what's wrong between us , I seriously have no idea .
Maybe it's me too naive ... I don't know .
I really care for you .
The only thing I did , and i know it's wrong to you . It's telling Alvin that thing .
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Fuck , Hais .
But if that thing is why cause our changes in friendship .
I have nothing to say , although it's my bad , in Alvin's place , I think i didn't do wrong .
Whatever it is ... I hope we're friends .
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Maybe ,
is me , thinking too much );