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Tho I've stop mentioning about some things , but it's bugging me every second of my life .
It's not like I've not been doing anything about it ,
It's not like I've choose to ignore it .
But it's not offering any mercy , just making it much more worst .
B'cuz I'm not that wise enough to prevent it from the start ,
Now I'm held back with all the memories , tearing me apart .
Who says I'm not upset .
Who cares whether am I all down , drown in the tears .
Sometimes you wouldn't even know who you should talk to .
Who's real and who's not .
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All I want now is to be promoted to Sec4 ,
But I know I would be up on the board for discussion ,
It's not like I did not study ,
Sigh , I have no idea .
