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Friday, October 23, 2009
" Willing to die to be by your side ,
to have a place in your heart . "
Was at AnnQi's place yesterday , A. Maths seriously , Sucks .Failed many subject despite me trying hard .
Tho i did improve compared to mid year result .
But this is far not where i thought i would be .
Turns out that i felt much more disappointed at myself far from anyone else could be .
It's the pain that you tried , yet you failed hurts .
I hate this .
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Sigh , I know high chances I would drop double sciences .
To a combine science , whereas i left only 6 subjects .
Leaving out Humanities , i must do well in both maths and the both language .
But that seen so risky .
I have no idea what to do to make it any better .
Sometimes i wonder do i have a brain :C
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I must stop this discourage empty feelings from haunting my soul .
Soon or later , I would have no faith in believing anymore .
Should have given myself at least another chance to do well .
If even me myself gave up on myself .
Who would even believe that i would pick myself up and do well ?
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I know it is hard , but if i need to work 100 times harder than others to achieve success .
I would do that .
For I , believe in myself .
With love ,
Michelle X.