.
Was looking at my old blog with WanLing looking at hers .
Memories and more memories , happy and mostly sad .
.
I guess I'm really a grumpy bitch , Laugh , I complain this and complain that .
Life is never perfect , we work towards the destination for perfection .
But nobody able to reach , or only manage to be a step closer to what we want .
.
Like what i always say , wanting a better relationship family , Want them to be at least normal .
Have a normal father come back from work , mother cooks , sister to talk to .
But I guess sometimes , life isn't about getting what you want .
.
Sigh .
I thought I would be fine without the care ,
.
Looking at the kind of smile she had when she talks to Mark on phone ,
I kinda realized that I never felt something closer to that when I'm on the phone .
Gosh .
.
Michelle , you know you'll be fine :}

.
Was looking at my old blog with WanLing looking at hers .
Memories and more memories , happy and mostly sad .
.
I guess I'm really a grumpy bitch , Laugh , I complain this and complain that .
Life is never perfect , we work towards the destination for perfection .
But nobody able to reach , or only manage to be a step closer to what we want .
.
Like what i always say , wanting a better relationship family , Want them to be at least normal .
Have a normal father come back from work , mother cooks , sister to talk to .
But I guess sometimes , life isn't about getting what you want .
.
Sigh .
I thought I would be fine without the care ,
.
Looking at the kind of smile she had when she talks to Mark on phone ,
I kinda realized that I never felt something closer to that when I'm on the phone .
Gosh .
.
Michelle , you know you'll be fine :}