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Saturday, October 2, 2010
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O level's 23 days away from now .
This morning I woke up with a mixture of joy , worries , anxious etc etc that almost get me hyperventilating .
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And right now , I felt numb .
There is this me wanting to give up , screaming and kicking a fuss inside me .
But there is another me wanting to calm down , wanting to do well .
I'm confuse , stress and tired .
Many of you taking O's felt the same helpless way .
The ultimate question for yourselves is how well your grades would be .
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Right now , I have so many so many concepts unsure of .
AMaths , Geography , Chemistry etc etc .
For the past month I felt as if everyday I'm waking up to a never ending work .
I felt like I'm suffocating in this .
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What should I do .
I should be grabbing every minute , every second i have to study .
I couldn't , and that scares me greatly .
How could I not study hard ?
How could I be expecting good grades without hard work ?
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Nothing is free in this world .
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I feel like grabbing some clothes and rush off to somewhere , anywhere . :(