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Saturday, November 13, 2010
Can someone tell me why do i like to think so much at night ?
Is it because that it's quiet at night .
Is it because I'm so used to spending endless night sitting in front of the laptop and just think .
Think of family , think of Boyf , think of Bowl and lion , think of 4E3 .
Thinking about everything , and anything .
.
Sometimes I feel like running away from this place and start afresh .
Or knock my head and losses all my memories .
.
Am I doing things I like ?
Am I happy ?
Am I leading the life that I want to lead ?
.
So many so many tiny questions I had inside my head , so many unknowns .
I'm engrossed in my own little world and simply refuses to sleep .
Why do I think so much ?
.
You know those days whereby you just sit there , and think about life ?
You just simply don't want to move , and imagine life ?
Humans design and create our own world .
Making our lil dreams that seen impossible into reality .
We create possibilities , we make dreams come true .
.
But what do I truly want ?
What is my aim ?
.
..
.
Okay okay , Im getting too over emotional .
O'lvl just ended , stop thinking !
.
I realised , I couldn't cry anymore ...
Now I am a big girl , I cannot just refused to face problems and hide inside my comfort zone .
I simply cannot live in my own world .
I need to face the true world .
I need to be stronger .
Is it because that it's quiet at night .
Is it because I'm so used to spending endless night sitting in front of the laptop and just think .
Think of family , think of Boyf , think of Bowl and lion , think of 4E3 .
Thinking about everything , and anything .
.
Sometimes I feel like running away from this place and start afresh .
Or knock my head and losses all my memories .
.
Am I doing things I like ?
Am I happy ?
Am I leading the life that I want to lead ?
.
So many so many tiny questions I had inside my head , so many unknowns .
I'm engrossed in my own little world and simply refuses to sleep .
Why do I think so much ?
.
You know those days whereby you just sit there , and think about life ?
You just simply don't want to move , and imagine life ?
Humans design and create our own world .
Making our lil dreams that seen impossible into reality .
We create possibilities , we make dreams come true .
.
But what do I truly want ?
What is my aim ?
.
..
.
Okay okay , Im getting too over emotional .
O'lvl just ended , stop thinking !
.
I realised , I couldn't cry anymore ...
Now I am a big girl , I cannot just refused to face problems and hide inside my comfort zone .
I simply cannot live in my own world .
I need to face the true world .
I need to be stronger .